Grief's DoubtsI'll never forget that awful dayGrief's Doubts by ~TheFightingBull
They told me that you'd passed away
Will we ever meet again?
Is your death truly the end?
At night I think only of you
And all the things you'll never do
In the day I pretend I am fine
But really, I just want one small sign
I need to know that you knew
That everyday I thought of you
I have to know that you still exist
And that you can see how much you're missed
How? How? How do I let go?
I'm so afraid I'll never know
Are we all Hell or Heaven bound?
Or is there only the cold quiet ground?
Have you been healed of all your hurt?
Or is there nothing but Earthly dirt?
Please let there be something else in store
Bitter GriefToday really wasn't too bad;Bitter Grief by ~TheFightingBull
But that's what makes me so mad.
I don't want to feel o.k.;
I don't want to hear about your great day.
It just doesn't seem fair;
Everyone is going on without a worry or care.
That's why I am so bitter, angry and vicious;
I don't want to hear these forced apologies or well wishes.
My family will never again be whole;
She wasn't always there but no one can fill her role.
So how can I possibly move on?
Even my dreams won't let me accept that she is gone.
For the past seven months I've missed her;
Never again will I be able to see my dear little sister.
Thursday MourningI look at a picture of you and I know it's realThursday Mourning by ~TheFightingBull
But there is nothing in it that will help me heal
I know you are gone now, never to be seen
But it just won't sink in and I've nowhere to lean
I dreamt of you last night, you came back to life
But in the end when I woke up it was just a cruel lie
I hear everyone speak casually of you and things you'd have done
But I don't want to listen because my mourning has just begun